About samyorks

I'm a 51 year old retired Aromatherapist living in Hull. Recently married to John O'Boyle and desperately trying to move into a house together. We have three Oriental cats, one blue, one red and one brown (havana).

Tales from the Foothills of Mt. Narcissist — The Strange Case of my Fathers Ashes

I used to have my own business, a little shop. For many years I lived above it and my employees and I earned our modest living from the shop, which is on a busy shopping avenue. Naturally from time to time friends would drop things in if I was away or busy, or leave a message and my staff would put it by my flat door for when I got back.

Since 2011 the shop has been rented out to some lovely guys who transformed it into a thriving, vibrant and very fashionable hairdressing salon where they employ around 12 people, mostly young women.

After my father was cremated in 2013 my elder sister, Diane, got all his ashes, so after about 6 weeks and she hadn’t contacted me about them I rang her to ask if I could have some. Bereavement being as it is, a process. She simply said “no, I haven’t finished grieving yet”. I didn’t waste my breathe to mention my own identical situation, I just said OK. Because I know this game dear reader.

In fact I never mentioned it again. Which no doubt annoyed her because I had ducked the time honoured game of her torturing me about something for as long as possible and enjoying my distress. So imagine my surprise when my husband rang me one day some seven months later (I was away in my caravan in some field somewhere) and told me to sit down and try not to get upset. Cue large lump in throat. He said:

“your sister has delivered your fathers ashes to the shop down stairs. The young receptionist who she handed the box to nearly fainted when she then told her what was in them. Simon (the owner of the business) just brought them up here, he was quite upset too”.

Bearing in mind these tenants of mine did my hair before I went to Dads funeral, and knew how upset I was, but other than that I have a purely professional landlord/tenant relationship with them. We are not buddies and I don’t normally go there to get my hair cut. If they have a problem, they ring me and I try and sort it out ASAP. They pay their rent. End of.

Stunned I packed my caravan up and got back home to my flat as quickly as I could. The next day I went and bought a very pretty, very expensive bouquet from the local florist and put a “Thank you and I’m sorry” note on it after enquiring as to the young receptionists name. It was her first week on the job, she was a 17 year old trainee, she had never handled the ashen remains of an old man before. She had had to be given the rest of the day off, such was her shock. And I can completely understand that. Poor lass.

Why hadn’t Diane just rang me, told me she would be in the neighbourhood and arrange to give the ashes to me? She rarely came to the city I lived in then, only to visit her dentist. A phone call would have done it. Or even if she hadn’t been coming to the city I would have happily gone to her house to collect whatever portion of his remains she was allowing me. Anytime to suit herself.

But no. Having not distressed me enough with her waiting game (or so she thought), she had to have another hit. This time in a “sabotage my relationship with my tenants game”. Brilliantly imaginative you have to admit.

There is a twist to this tale though……..

About a year later I saw my mother. And she asked me why Diane and I were on frosty terms. I told her what she had done with Dads ashes and she said:

“oh that wasn’t Diane, that was me. Diane was driving the car though”.

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Footnote: my sister used to have a shop on the same avenue, but sold it years ago, blew all the money and now lives in rented accommodation. Diane is not her real name.

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Narcissists are nothing if not predictable.

It was my birthday yesterday and there has been a knot in my stomach for days before, just in case this was the excuse mother would use to get in touch. I get the knot before Xmas too, and also in March before her birthday. Once that is over I brighten up for nine months until it all starts again.

I haven’t spoken to mother for almost two years, choosing (as it is known) nc: no contact. For the background to this see my article https://medium.com/@samyorks/narcissistic-mothers-and-flying-monkeys-b5ec026bbcbd#.xedglmkle

My husband went to the shop to get a bottle of wine early evening and as soon as he got back I knew it. I knew it. He had indeed had a phone call from my mother. She has had his phone number for about seven years, he has never changed the number. She has had my number since 2001 when I first got a mobile phone, and I have never changed my number either. But no, she didnt ring me, she rang him. Why?

To understand why one has to know a thing or two about narcs (see previous article) but the main reason is she is trying to use my husband as her latest, and I must say rather desperate attempt at recruiting another Flying Monkey. Fortunately, he is wise to this and other than informing me, he isn’t signing up to the role. She will know that her chances of recruiting him are slim, but she has nothing to lose right? She is bored of this no contact now — though she instigated it herself of course — using her arch Monkey, her partner Susan, who said “your mother doesn’t want to speak to you, I would suggest you don’t get in contact with us again until we contact you”.
So I didn’t. For about 15 months this worked fine. Then she started to want contact again.

For three months I have been ducking and diving avoiding her encroaching but unwanted attention. It gets very boring being centre stage of your own drama but with no other cast members to play off. Even narcissists get bored of their own voice eventually. Monologues aren’t their style, oh no.

Setting aside the fascinating reasons why she doesn’t just ring me herself, which by the way annoys the hell out of me to begin with. I want to instead examine the reasons why I am not rushing to ring her new number which she passed onto my husband. Which he wrote on a Post-it note and stuck onto a box of Ibuprofen. Which made me smile…..

So what will happen if I allow contact? Exactly what has happened the dozen or so other times that I have softened to her manipulations.
The longest time I avoided contact with her was almost three years. Back then my Dad was still alive. They divorced when I was 7, but he still wanted a “happy family” [sic] so would plead with me to “make it up” with her. Make it up. Which literally means Invent It. And for a quiet life, eventually I would. But it never was quiet, just more drama and pain.

Any reconciliation will follow the same format as previous reconciliations, as predictable as the symptoms of influenza. How swiftly she gets into self pity and thus tries to press my compassion buttons — and I am covered in them being an empath — depends on whether she tries the “poor old me” approach or the “chip off the old block” approach. With the former the melodrama begins instantly, the jaws of the trap are sprung in the first sentence. The tactic she used after the three year respite was “(name of dog) has died!” Sob, sob sob.
With the latter approach she is the brave survivor and so am I, we are best buddies, she resists injecting any poison into the conversation for at least 3 minutes. It is never critical of me, no, it will probably be about my sister, or possibly one of my sisters children who has “wronged” her. But whoever it is, whoever she is assassinating this time and trying to get my sympathy (thus side with her against them) I don’t want to know. I don’t want to be part of this drama anymore.

I will just sit here and imagine how many times she has dissed me over the last two years of non contact. Eventually her friends and hopefully more remote family members realise that she is unlucky enough to have two Bad Daughters, poor woman, but rarely at the same time. No, she cant stand it when we are both “bad” at the same time. By “bad” I mean when both of us stop giving her attention. My sister and I used to call it “worshipping at the alter of the mother”. We used to joke about it. It was a way of coping. We also used to have cosy little chats about how she loves nothing more than to try and play one of us off against the other. Or how if she is being nice to one of us she never is to the other. How she bitches endlessly about the other daughter to the one who is currently in favour, and how we are both so sick and tired of it.

And it worked. All the poison worked.

After our father died my sister and I fell out of contact completely. So tired, so tired of the game, the damage, the poison, the relentless criticism. The broken record.

I think of my sister every single day. I miss what she was, once, before Lithium and booze numbed her empathy and all she had left as emotion was a fierce defence of her own children. No defence of me.

And when I miss her very much, I remind myself of her disloyalty to me, her only sister. I recall how many times in the last decade she has thrown me under the bus, and how painful getting run over feels, and how much recovery it takes. And I realise I am still recovering, and not ready to put myself in that situation again. With either of them.

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Notes:
my sister is/has Bi-polar. No wonder with a mother (and father) like we had. I got off lightly in comparison with “just” BPD, depression, anxiety, etc.

I’ve tried really hard to find the name of the artist to credit her/him for the brilliant picture (which was used in an article in Huffington Post) but I cant find it. If anyone knows please let me know. If its your artwork, I hope you dont mind me using it for this piece, it perfectly illustrates how I am feeling right now, thank you for illustrating this feeling so beautifully.

Christine the Hungry Ghost – final?

Its now August 2016 so quite a while since I wrote about Christine the Hungry Ghost. She isnt so hungry anymore as she has a clear 30K a year from my fathers pension, tax free for life coming in. But she does have housing expenses to pay.

She was claiming the right to live rent free in my fathers house for the rest of her life. The trustees were complacent but I was furious.

In August last year (2015) the trustees and Christine met at mediation/arbitration. I wanted them to take her to court, but they wouldnt do it. Criminal court because she had robbed us all blind, but they told me I could take her to court on it civil court. But knowing I had no money this wasnt going to happen unless I sold the roof over my head to do it. And they knew it.

The result of the mediation was that the trustees of my Dads will agreed to pay Christine 50K to get out of “our” house. On the understanding that they would not seek to prosecute her for stealing his cheques and robbing his bank account. The theft I have evidence of it 110K. So no doubt the tip of the iceberg as she isn’t that blatant.

They didnt ask me if I agreed, they didnt ask me if I minded giving her another 50K. Bearing in mind that Dads money was supposed to go more or less 50/50 to my sister and I. My sister? Constantly unavailable for comment due to prior arrangements with Mr Carlsberg, Lithium etc.

Feeling powerless is the worst feeling I have ever had in my life.

I think from that judgement on I just gave up. I had fought tooth and nail to have justice, but even the people supposedly on my side were happily pahying off the enemy, the thief. And all the while maybe helping themselves. As still I had not managed to get the trustees to issue me with any accounts of trustee expenses. And this was year two of the trust fund.

So, my Dad had died in October 2013 and by September 2015 I had no clue as to exactly how much he left or what was left after expenses.

So I pushed and pushed them and they said “we are no longer willing to be your Trustees”, we must resign. I was so pleased until the next day when they realised what they had done and sent me another missive saying I must leave…..

But I cant resign as beneficiary of a trust set up with my name on it. So they realised they had to retract (March 2015) and began to create another way of keeping me happy while bleeding the trust fund for themselves year on year without my scrutiny of their accounts (they can dream on).

Needless to say, with some glee I had accepted their resignation directly. So they had to back-track a little bit. Nothing I could do but smile at that point.

Then the serious bit. Having got Christine out of the house (September 2015) the Trustees obviously took a long hard break from attending to our trust fund and only six months later, in February this year (2016) did they raise the issue with me. “Do you want the house or do we sell it?”

Being completely innocent of these games, and not wanting the house (and all the bad memories) I said sell it. I then get an email from Duncan Rann a week later saying he has a buyer for 250K for the house. Am I agreeing to sell it for that? I said no, its too cheap, its worth more than that.

I rang Chris Clubley the local estate agent who sold the house to Dad back only in 2012 and asked him what he thought, he said 275K and maybe more. I said would he put that in writing? Two days later I had it in writing and blocked the sale effectively. The trustees were not at all happy but their reaction was “if you think you can get more for it, have it yourself and sell it”. But they argued that a quick sale was good (they had sat on it for six months) and I was unrealistic.

To enable them to do this they had to cut me out of the Trust Fund. But as they couldn’t without resigning, they set me up my own secondary Trust Fund. For it to be legal I had to get someone else to be my co trustee. Of my own trust fund. What a whole lot of bloody nonsense.

Dad had wanted to sack them as his lawyers before he died. They set up their own law firm hived off from the Law firm he had trusted all his life on the basis of what they would get from his account alone. I kid you not. My sister is their account number 1 and I am account number 2.

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So I tell them it is not enough for the house and they say, OK do you want the house? Can you do better than 250K? And I said yes, bring it on. I met six estate agents at the house and chose one. Within six days on the market for 310K it was sold for 295K.

I rest my case about their incompetancy.

As to christine the hungry ghost?

When I had to go to my Dads house in order to meet estate agents and get it on the market I met the neighbours. Who were only too happy to tell me that she had men visiting while Dad was still there. Dad was incapacitated during his last year. It is hidious to imagine a woman bringing other men into his house, his home while he is ill and cant fight back or object or tomorrow he might not get fed at all by her. This is what she did.

While she had his PIN number and emptied his bank account and swanned around in her fancy negligee the neighbours were watching and appalled. Who csan blame them? They knew Hugh was in there, they knew it was his house and they could see her welcoming men she had met on the internet into his house before he was even dead.

It takes a lot to make me feel outraged. But who wouldn’t be?

So, I sold his house for a lot more than the trustees would have. I hate to think that nepotism was involved in their cheap sale…………….

 

So now I am spending the money. And still trying to find a solicitor to handle bringing them to ACCOUNT.

And I might have found one. Wish me luck!

Cats dying and the fear of being abandoned.

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Depression and anxiety are predictable end results of quite a few basic issues that people grapple with. Me included. A big one for me is fear of being abandoned. Fear of being alone. My father had it too, he was terrified of being alone for even ten minutes. I got the impression that he couldnt bear being with himself. His inner dialogue was self berating and angry with himself. Which is why he thought it was good to get a woman who punished him.

He was, at the end of his life, able to release, share, his inner diaglogue with me. And I think it was me alone he revealed it to. Certainly I havnt met anyone else who heard it first hand. I took to putting my iPhone on record in front of him when he did it, and recorded over 17 hours on more than 30 individual recordings of him during the week of lucidity he had before he set about dying.

We all have our inner dialogue. I am listening to mine right now, alone, here in the flat. John (my husband) is burying our Bloo Kittun today. I am not doing it, I have buried enough cats over the years, and I have buried two this year alone before this one. I dont need another grave to sit and weep over. I can weep here well enough.

What is my inner dialogue saying to me right now? Its saying that I am a truth seeker but also a pragmatist. I know at the moment I appear cold about having Bloo put to sleep and am not overly concerned with where she (her mortal remains) are to be buried. My job was to love her, adore her, provide for her and in the end, not let her suffer.

John is very emotionally involved with her, she was his cat really. I found her, I bought her (pedigree cats – rare and expensive), she lived in my house with my other cats but she was Johns cat. John is inconsolable. He keeps crying, I try and feel for him. I try and connect with Bloo and the tragedy of her dying.

But I cant think of Bloo without thinking of her making us laugh with her antics. And the sheer joy she brought us everyday. Her getting ill (again) and we had made the decision after her last operation for cancer, not to intervene again, that she would die this Autumn , Winter or possibly make it through till Spring or not was inevitable. For me, just identifying the right time and doing the right thing is something I have been preparing myself for for over a year with her.

Do I grieve? Of course I do, this blog is about loss. I am grieving today for my father, and three cats who I have lost this year – Smudge my Seal Point Siamese who died of cancer aged three in February, B1 a Havana kitten who was killed in a road accident in May, and Bloo who lost the long fight with cancer this Saturday. What is the poinht of crying though? It just upsets Leo and Bruno. My husband keeps breaking down and crying, will I be a better support of him if I share the tissues?

I’m still not finished about crying over the death of Pushkin (died 2004) or Bats (died 2011) and burying them. And the rest. Min, Bobby, Sid, enough enough. I would like to get a good hardy Moggy next, that will live for more than three to seven years. A big tough animal. John wont have it, so what next?

I dont feel anything different about Bloo this week than every other week since the day I bought her in a motorway service station from a hapless woman who had decided she “didnt want an Oriental after all”. I had already been in touch with the breeder and told him what was about to happen. He actually took the trouble to come over here and see Bloo in her new home and no doubt assess our commitment. And he was satisfied.

To me Bloo isnt dead, she has just been immortalised.

Christine the Hungry Ghost 3

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The first feeling I got when I was told Dad had died was relief. The last letter he had from Piers had said it contained the information Dad had asked Piers for, it was the contact details for Dignitas. Even had we been able to take him to Switzerland, Christine had cleaned him out, there wasnt enough cash left to pay for such a trip.

My sister and I hadnt spoken for over a month. I had been seeing him everyday for so long as I live closer to the hospital, and I dont work. She was working full time, so had asked me to keep her updated about eeverything i had and this soon annoyed her so much she told me not to contact her anymore! I couldnt win.

My sister Alex then aligned with Christine to arrange Dads funeral. I asked to choose a hymn, I was told it was already arranged. i asked that John be able to fulfil his promise to Dad and pipe at his funeral, I was told no. We did it anyway, out on the grass. Dad loved the highland pipes and the piper does add dignity to an occasion. I had my hair done in the morning and popped the Valium my GP had given me to help me through it. I wanted to scream out to everyone what Christine had done. Instead I hardly spoke except to quietly thank people for coming. I sat with John and some of Dads friends who also dont like Christine, including the man who had warned Dad that she was a gold-digger all those years ago.

Dads final legal battle was about to start.

I was summoned to meet the executors, I had met them before. There were meant to be four of them: two legal people, my eldest nephew Chris, and Sandra my cousin. Sandra had already resigned, I was never told why. my nephew was abroad travelling by this time, he had his 15K and wanted to make the most of it, he is a good age to travel. So it was just the legals, Geraldine and Duncan. I just couldnt face it. i was in their bad books from about three years ago when I threatened to report them to the Law Society unless they did something to protect my father. I had been able to see what was coming, it was like being Cassandra of Greek mythology.

John went and recorded the meeting for me. It was fairly straightforward, basically we need to wait for probate. I got a copy of Dads will, it directly excluded Christine, other than that it named cash amounts for all three grand sons, and the trust fund for my sister and I, which included the house Christine was still living in, rent free.

In January this year I met them and handed over all the evidence I have on Christine’s misappropriation of Dads money, and pointed out the cheque for 20K that i believe should have come to me, and all the other amounts and urged the executors to investigate it. They did. Christine admitted that she took 10K for “emergencies” and admitted that she had not had permission to take it, she implied that she would repay it. Probate dragged on and on but was finally granted two weeks ago.

I had a meeting with Duncan last week and his first sentence said “we have come to believe that that cheque for 20K was intended by your Dad for you and that Christine filled her name onto it instead”. What a relief. And the rest. I want her prosecuted, people go to jail for less.

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But the solicitor mainly wants her out of the house and thinks a prosecution might be difficult, it might make her contest the will. So I gave in and said OK, give her a chance to return the money and get out of the house.

Duncan sent her a letter:

Dear Christine

I am writing further to your email of 4th December 2014. I have now taken instructions from my fellow executors and each of Samantha and Alex. There are a number of issues that we need to resolve. I hope that we can do so amicably. I am writing to you because I am not sure that you still retain Sheridan Ball as you are Solicitor. Either way, I would respectfully suggest that once you have read and considered the contents of this letter, you do not reply to me immediately but instead you seek legal advice. Whether we correspond after that point or I correspond with your chosen Solicitor, is entirely up to. I would only ask that you deal with the matter with some urgency.

The issues are as follows:

  1. Misappropriation of funds.

Whilst we have been waiting for the grant of probate, I have been investigating the significant reduction in Hugh’s bank account and cash position in the months leading up to his hospitalisation and death. Specifically, I have looked at the following:

  1. In the months leading up to Hugh’s hospitalisation the bank statements show a substantial number of ATM withdrawals, amounting to several thousand pounds. These withdrawals were being made at a time when Hugh did not operate the bank card and when Hugh’s personal expenditure (although not necessarily his outgoings) would have been minimal because of the state of his health. We have no record of what this money was spent on or indeed, whether it was spent. I would therefore be grateful if you would give me a complete account of the cash expenditure from say 1st March 2013 to 31st July 2013.
  2. I have been told that Hugh owned a safe and that he habitually kept cash in the safe amounting to some thousands of pounds. This is borne out by Hugh’s pattern of ATM withdrawals going back a number of years compared to what I believe was his expenditure during that time. This view is supported by eye witness accounts. I would therefore be grateful if you could confirm to me the current amount of cash held in the safe at the house in Market Weighton or elsewhere on behalf of the estate. I would also be grateful if you would give me an account of any money you have taken from that safe or any other safe belonging to Hugh or other storage place, from 1st March 2013 onwards.
  3. On the 8th July 2013, you made a direct bank transfer from Hugh’s account with Nat West to your own account in the sum of ten thousand pounds. When questioned you admitted that you were not authorised to take that sum of money but you had explained that you had taken it for “repairs and emergencies”. Unfortunately, I am not in a position to judge whether Hugh would have given you that money had you asked him and explained to him what you needed it for and had he capacity to agree to give you that money. I know that you did not ask him and did not get his consent to take that money, nor were you implicitly authorised to take that money. I understand that you were in fact estranged (whether temporary or otherwise) from Hugh at that time, so that it seems likely that he would not have given you the money when you took it. Nor am I concerned as to whether you actually used that money for repairs and emergencies. I would therefore, ask that you repay this sum of money forthwith.
  4. On or about the 4th or 5th June 2013 you wrote three cheques on behalf of Hugh, which Hugh had signed: one for £20,000 payable to Alex White, one in the sum of £15,000 payable to Christopher White and one for £20,000 made payable to you. For some reason, which I am unable to ascertain these cheques were post-dated the 7th June 2013. Two weeks later you received, incidentally, a further cheque in the sum of £5,000, which you say Hugh told you was for investment. In each case, Hugh signed those cheques and you wrote out the details, including the recipient. In relation to the cheque payable to yourself for £20,000, after enquiry I have significant reason to believe that Hugh intended that cheque to be made payable to Samantha White. Knowing that to be the case, I believe that you inserted your name onto the cheque instead of Samantha’s, once it had been signed by Hugh.

The executors have debated the appropriate course of action in relation to each of these matters but in particular to the misappropriation of the cheque due to Samantha. At the moment our desire is only to see the return of those funds to the estate but we are in little doubt that you took money that did not belong to you without proper justification. We would, therefore, demand that you repay to the estate the sum of £20,000 forthwith.

  1. The House at Market Weighton

We have also debated as executors your continued occupation of 7 The Orchards, Beverley Road, Market Weighton. Unfortunately, as you are not a beneficiary of Hugh’s estate we do not feel that we can permit you to remain in occupation of the property rent free. I appreciate that you may consider that it was Hugh’s wish that you remain in the property but Hugh did not execute the codicil that you wished him to execute that would have allowed you to stay in the house. This was because Hugh did not have the mental capacity to execute the desired codicil but that is not the only reason. As you know, I spent a lot of time with Hugh considering what would be appropriate provision for you in relation to his estate. Hugh was always clear in his instructions to me (during which time I had no doubt about his mental capacity) that proper provision for you was that you would get the pension, which is substantial, with the balance of his estate (including the house) going into trust for his children and grandchildren.

It seems to me that you therefore have two choices: firstly, to vacate the property as soon as possible or secondly to enter into an assured short-hold tenancy agreement, paying a market rent for a relevant furnished property in Market Weighton. The executors may be prepared to see either happen as there has been some talk about not selling the house and retaining it for investment. The executor’s position is dependant on resolving all matters referred to above. However, once decided the appropriate steps must be taken quickly. If not then we will look to take steps to obtain possession.

  1. Rent

Because you have not been in permitted occupation of the property since Hugh’s death, in theory we are entitled to claim rent from you for the period of your occupation. However, if you vacate (or we agree to an assured short-hold tenancy) reasonably quickly, we will not seek rent from you. Should you refuse to leave the house or take up a tenancy (if offered), and we are obliged to seek possession, it would seem appropriate to seek rent at that time.

  1. Chattels

We understand that the house at Market Weighton contains a large number of chattels belonging to Hugh’s estate. We will need to secure those chattels and come to some arrangement for their removal from the house. Of immediate concern is the need to retrieve a painting of boats in Albufeira, which is a specific bequest under Hugh’s will and I would like to arrange for someone to collect that painting as soon as possible.

I appreciate that you may consider the contents of this letter to be harsh but we have duties to discharge as executors and we must discharge those duties fully and properly. I should therefore repeat my advice to you to obtain legal advice as soon as possible and thereafter revert to me without delay. I do not intend to take any action before the end of the year, which will hopefully give you sufficient time to take advice and get your arrangements in order.

I look forward to hearing from you.

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She didnt take legal advice, she immediatley relied with a email rant about how dreadful I am, that I am a liar and that I have a long running hatred of her and will do anything to discredit her. She was right about a couple of things. But what she didnt know is that in investigating the cheques, the trustees had asked my eldest nephew, Chris, what he knew about it. Chris confirmed that Dad had told him he was giving to both daughter and himself. The solicitors have helped run Dads accounts for years and know it was his habit if he gave to one daughter he always gave to the other equally.  They have copies of the cheques and it can clearly be seen that Dad signed them and she made out the rest.

Its my complete frustration and anger at the whole thing that has made me write this blog, its therapeutic to do it. And she shouldn’t get away with it.

Dads ex-wife is still in touch with the woman who does the cleaning (Christine doesnt do cleaning) at Dads house and has done for years, even when she was married to Dad. Pam the cleaner told Anne that within two weeks of Dad dying Christine was on dating websites looking for her next victim, and within two months had found someone and he was a regular visitor to Dads house.

Me? I would like to see her in court, I would be happy for her to go to jail for what she has done. Its not just about the money, its the way she treated him for years, he was frightened of her, she bullied him. But they dont send you to jail for bullying people, they send you to jail for being a thieving bitch though, so we have to concentrate on the money.

Her house in Spain has been on the market for about three years, the property market in Spain has collapsed, and being greedy, she wont lower the asking price, so it hasnt sold. She wants to make herself homeless to try and make her claim on our house stronger. There is another reason though, the ex-pat community in Denia now know what she is and she is unlikely to be able to pull this stunt off again. Men out there wont touch her, so she needs to sell up and go somewhere else.

It seems from the solicitors letter that she needs to pay up and move out this month or they will begin proceedings in the new year. It cant come soon enough for me.

Christine the Hungry Ghost 2

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By January 2013 Dad was getting very frail. The Parkinsons was getting worse, his walking was unsteady, his memory was bad. He was very vulnerable. He still hadnt married Christine. He had made his will and settled his affairs. he often talked about going to Dignitas, he was so unhappy. His hearing was going, he could no longer read. Christine had bought him a new phone but hadnt programmed his phone numbers in, he couldnt do it himself. So except the landline – and that number had changed when they moved and not all his friends had the number, he was totally isolated.

She started whining that she couldnt cope, she wanted to put him in a home so she could go to Spain and have a holiday. Dad really DID NOT want to go into a home, even for a day. However, Christine and my sister put him into a home for two weeks in March. It was miles away so I couldnt visit very often due to the cost. So I found a campsite nearby and took my caravan up so I could visit him every day for the first week. As homes go, it was very nice. But all the doors are locked and he hated it, he endured it. He was angry and humiliated. He said the deal was he had named her as his spouse on his pension, which meant she would get 50% of his pension for the rest of her life – thats over 30K a year. But in return, Dad expected to be cared for and die at home.

A woman I knew quite well. Claire, was a qualified carer and had nursed her husband as he died of cancer. She was out of work, I gave her number to Christine. Claire started going in for 8 hours a day to help out and look after Dad.

June 9th, Dads birthday came. Christine did a very unusual thing, she invited my sister and I to visit him on his birthday. This had never happened before. He had a deep gash on his arm. When he had broken his arm they had put a pin in it, it had been taken out a few months before and wasnt healing. I asked how it was, Christine said it was fine and lifted the dressing off, it was edged with pale green pus, clearly infected. It didnt look fine to me. It looked neglected.

As usual she was expensively clothed, professionally done hair and nails. Dad was in cheap ill fitting clothes. Later Claire told me that she had fine Egyptian cotton sheets on her bed while Dad had cheap bedding. he was given ready meals heated in the microwave each night, and the same meagre salad lunch everyday. No bacon sandwiches allowed! Bacon sandwiches were his favourite. When ever I took him out it was the first thing he wanted to get.

In early July I got a phone call from Dad, he was in a third rate care home in a local village and was really unhappy, she had put him there against his will, booked him in for three weeks and was intending to head off to Spain.

My sister and I contacted his legal team and a meeting was held the next day in the care home. Christine, Claire the carer, my sister and I and his legal representative Geraldine, and John all attended. Geraldine told Christine that as Dad still had capacity albeit limited, that she couldnt put him in a home against his will. It was decided that as he had an appointment at the Spire hospital the next day that he would stay there one more night and see what the hospital said. The private hospital sent him straight to the large local NHS hospital Castle Hill. He had a raging untreated urinary tract infection and it was killing him.

Claire the carer told me that she had told Christine he had a UTI two weeks ago as he had blood in his urine and Claire, as an experienced carer knew what this meant. Christine had not called a doctor.

So, this means she dumped him in a third rate care home with an untreated raging UTI that was killing him. She booked him in for 3 weeks. He would have been dead by then. That is what she wanted to happen.

But it didnt quite go that way…..

The head nurse who admitted Dad was concerned about the neglected state he was in, underweight, untreated UTI, infected wound. i had already called Adult Protection AGAIN. The nurse said if I hadnt already done it, he would have.

For 48 hours Dad was too ill to really make any sense. He was on intravenous antibiotics to fight the infections. This started to take effect and by the third day he was more lucid. He started to say he didnt want to see Christine, he didnt want her to visit him. The nurses agreed he shouldnt have to see her, so she was banned.Dad had comeinto hospital with very few things, but Christine took everything when she left. Gill and I had to buy him pyjamas, shaving kit, dressing gown etc. Social Services came and spoke to him, they also got the Fraud Squad involved as he was very worried that Christine was stealing from him. She was.

He wanted to speak to his bank manager. He couldnt really use a phone, he couldnt remember his bank managers name. I helped find it out and left a message for her to contact me. I also rang and reported his bank card as missing, a stop was put on it immediately.

He was getting better from the infections, but was still really ill so the hospital were doing other tests. Christine rang the hospital and said no test results were to be given to me or my sister unless she was there. This delayed things somewhat as she was banned from the ward. We got that overturned and the same day his bank manager, Belinda came to see him we had the results that morning. Dad had leukaemia.

Around this time I was visiting Dad every day and so was his ex-girlfriend Gill. We were also paying for his carer, Claire to visit and help with meals. We had a rota between us so he had lots of company and help with every mealtime. Claire started to tell us what had been going on at home, it wasnt easy to hear. She told me that Christine had summoned Dads legal representative, Geraldine in March to witness the signing of a document she had prepared stating that Dad gave permission for her to live in his house rent free for the rest of her life. Geraldine refused as for many years Dad had said the opposite. She insisted that he would have to be deemed by a specialist neurologist as mentally competent before she would witness such a document.

Christine took Dad to see his neurologist Mr Min, he agreed Dad had capacity to make small decisions, such as what to wear or eat, but not big decisions that impacted on his existing Will. Nice try Christine. Christine was so angry that Geraldine had refused she became aggressive and verbally abusive to her, and according to Claire, Dads life at home became really horrible. The one escape he had was the TV, but he was so deaf by this time he needed earphones. She wouldnt let him have his earphones. She made him wear clothes that were too tight and hurt him. She danced around the sitting room waving his debit card saying “I’m off to spend your money” and came home three hours later laden with Jaeger and other top end clothing bags.

Belinda from the bank brought three months of bank statements. Dad was frightened because he hadnt seen a bank statement for months. Christine was hiding them from him, using his debit card and doing online banking using his passwords by now. She brought three copies and gave them to Dad. We hadnt got power of attorney, so she couldnt give them to us. Dad then gave them to us. In three months his bank account had gone from over 65K to 2K. In those months he had not been well enough to do his own banking, walk, or leave the house alone.

Dad had told John earlier in the year that he was going to be giving me, my sister Alex and his eldest grandson, Chris a large cheque. I had never had mine, so thought he had intended to do it but had not got around to it. Looking at the bank statement told a different story however. Alex had had a cheque for 20K, Chris had had one for 15K and a third cheque for 20K had gone into an un-named bank account. A further 10K and 5K had been internet banked into Ms C Haworths bank account – Christines. several times a week in this period the debit card had been used to withdraw the maximum – £300 a day, in cash.

Altogether Christine had stolen tens of thousands of pounds.

I gave this evidence to the police. They wanted to interview Dad, get a statement, but his was too ill to really make sense. They dropped the case. I was devastated. They had interviewed Christine under caution, she can be very plausible. She told them Dad had given her permission to take the money. Dad was too sick to say otherwise on the day they came to see him. Other days he was better, it was bad timing.

Social Services also found her convincing, any neglect and cruelty was put down to “carer stress” – despite she had paid help 8 hours every day.

Once Dad had been diagnosed with leukaemia they started him on chemotherapy. He had two lots and it didnt really work, so they gave me 24 hours to find him somewhere to go, they were discharging him.

He couldnt go home as Christine would not get out of the house and he was still refusing to see her, my sister wouldnt have him, and I couldnt have him because i live in a first floor flat. I hadnt got any money but tried to get my sister to agree to help me rent a house where we could take him and look after him. She refused. There are thousands of nursing homes, I didnt know how i could choose, but I wanted one nearby and it had to be kept secret from Christine. She had been removed from the hospital by security three times. She was spotted on security cameras trying to sneak in. The first time she got in, a nurse discovered her badgering Dad about letting her stay in the house. After that security had been tightened.

I decided to ask Sister Catherine of the Endsleigh Mercy Centre as she had a lot of local knowledge. She recommended Holy Name nursing home. Claire. Gill and I went to have a look and it appeared to be very good. Unable to walk Dad was taken by ambulance to the new home. I was exhausted but for the first week I went ever day.

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Half the time he couldnt even remember that I had been the day before, the investigation was ongoing. I decided to take my caravan up to the field 50 miles away and have a little break.

Soon after I got back I got the news that the police and Social Services had dropped it, and that Christine had been told where he was staying. She then removed him to a nursing home 35 miles away from me. Only my sister would tell me where he was.

John and I had intended to get married in January, the venue was booked, the dress was delivered. But Dad had been so distressed and his phone calls so depressing we had called it off. The license was going to run out so we decided to go ahead and get married very quietly. We got married on September 25th. I went to see Dad the day before and told him, he seemed happy. I read him a letter from his good friend Piers that Piers had sent to my address. I told Dad I would see him in a week, that we were going for a little honeymoon to my caravan in the field.

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We had a lovely week with the cats in that field. And the day we got back the nursing home rang to say Dad had died.